Control

Some people might say that I was like a child and I should have learned to control myself. But I never was able to do that, perhaps because I never really wanted to do that. Controlled people are not interesting and, worse, not free. What I didn't realize for so long is that those are not the only options. I was like a child and am still, but it's not control that I need. I need a way to extricate myself from the briar patch of frustration, pain, and anger that I get caught in because sometimes I make bad choices and sometimes, you know, stuff just happens. So, I follow my guides to freedom. As for all those negative and destructive emotions, I don't control them, I let them go.